Unattainable

I just wanted to be beautiful
Like her, like her, like her
My hair a waterfall of silk
Like her, like her, I'm not like her
My skin glowing like the moon
My eyes an ocean too
My figure like a sculpture for your house
My hands are empty without yours
I want love and hope and more
I just wanted to beautiful

Why have I failed, I failed, I failed
I'm more ugly than before
I'm a shadow, shadow, shadow
I can't be ugly if I want to be yours

I just wanted to be beautiful
Like her, like her, like her
I want to be as perfect
Like her, like her, I'm not like her
My voice as silver as the stars
Give you shivers in your heart
My scent will draw you in until you're mine
But I'm so far away from that
I'm hopeless and I'm fat
I just wanted to be beautiful

Why have I failed, I failed, I failed
I'm more ugly than before
I'm a shadow, shadow, shadow
I can't be ugly if I want to be yours

Why do I want to be yours
What does that say
When every day I give a little more
Throwing pieces of myself away
Just to be beautiful
What makes her beautiful
Why is she so beautiful
And I am not
Why is it worth it to be small
To stretch out and be tall
Why is the unattainable
The beautiful

So I've failed, I failed, I failed
I guess I'll never win
But I give up, it's you, not me
I quit

You can be beautiful
I'll stay, this way, as I am
Keep perfection too
I'm good, I'm fine, as I am

I'd rather be loved
Rather be loved, rather be loved
Than be beautiful
What makes you so beautiful
I'm beautiful
I'm loved, I'm good

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